closing cycles.

i never loved goodbyes..





especially if it involves people very dear to my heart.





i guess knowing about one's decision





prior to the act of bidding farewell....









can never really prepare you for








the real thing.









and you just






surrender






to all the emotions that had been





helplessly trapped there



inside of you..






emotions you never expected





to come rising out, making themselves known







as if you had been




lying to yourself





the whole time.



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"what the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose."